"What If I Never Wake Up From This Nightmare?"

A vast majority of you are Plutonians. Or at least many of you are more in tune with your Plutonian energy. Pluto is known for its ability to cause a native to self destruct and rebirth themselves from their very own ashes. However, Neptune is also a planet of self destruction. Except, the resurrection is conducted from the heavens. Neptunians are prone to addiction, codependency, and sneaky behavior, which can certainly get them into some trouble. Here are some ways in which Neptune can become a person's worst enemy: 

Mercury Square/Opposite Neptune: This native does not know fact from fiction. There is a very thin line between imagination and reality with this placement. Society will find this native to either be completely unacceptable or completely inspirational. There will be great difficulty with memory, as thoughts can often get lost in the collective unconscious. This placement may also signify mental illness. The native can suffer from delusional thinking, paranoia, and flashbulb memories. On the other hand, the best liars often come with these placements. Often times, these natives get caught in lies that they have difficulty backing up. This may lead to many falling outs with loved ones. Though this native means little to no harm with the white lies they tell from time to time, they are not always met with the empathy and understanding they so desire. 

Pluto Square/Opposite Neptune: This is quite the self destructive placement. This native doesn't know if they want to drown themselves in their fifth alcoholic drink or deprive themselves of human interaction from weeks on end. Neptune and Pluto may compete with each other in attempt to see which can planet will be the most destructive, all while driving the native mad. This native may be prone to suicidal ideation as well as other dark and metaphyscial matters. 

Mars Opposition/square Neptune: This is the killer of all dreams. This native will have difficulty knowing what they truly want in life to the point that they may over exert themselves only to achieve very little. This native may have difficulties bringing their dreams into fruition, and may especially be at risk of living vicariously through others. On the other hand, this native may also be controlled by the likes of a more assertive energy and pressured down a path that does not truly fit their purpose. 

Moon Conjunct Neptune: This person will have boundaries so weak that life may become unbearable for them. This native must be very cautious as they are prone to suicidal ideation. Because this native is always tapped into the collective conscious, they might have difficulty finding their own voice in life. This native may feel that they are nothing more than a servant for the higher ups, and cease to truly live life. There is great sadness with this placement that often leads to prolonged periods of isolation. 

Mars in 12th House: This native will have difficulty finding their strength in life. They may never truly be able to learn their power being that their energy will always be hidden from them. This may make the native accept the victim role in life, never learning to stand up for themselves. 

Sun in Pisces: This native will suffer from a fractured ego in life. Pisces spiritual and selfless ways are certainly not welcomed in a world that praises egoism, narcissism, and power. The Pisces may always feel like they're swimming against the stream of life. Pisces may use their chameleon like qualities to blend into their environment, only to later scold themselves for lacking a solid identity. Self doubt poisons Pisces, and there is always an undercover hater silently waiting for Pisces to self destruct. Unfortunately, with Pisces inclination towards peer pressure, drug abuse, and financial abuse, haters may not have to wait very long.